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“我知道他在撒謊，他也知道他在撒謊，他知道我知道他在撒謊，我也知道他知道我知道他在撒謊，但是他仍然在撒謊?！币遣幌矚g我這種性格或者討厭我的話你就慢慢的疏遠我吧.我都會知道的.我會明白的.我也不會對你說任何大話.說任何空話.要是不喜歡就慢慢的疏遠吧.或者就躲遠一點就好了.我覺得還是把我刪了吧.畢竟像我這種性格的好像也沒人喜歡了.嗯吧.我覺得我不需要刻意的為誰改變.沒人喜歡那就自己喜歡了.反正我們身邊的關(guān)系就可有可無是把.好噠.那就祝你天天開心.早點睡覺咯.我其實真的很想你會回來 我在深夜想起你的時候還是會忍不住掉眼淚 消息寫了又刪 我也在你離開的時候拼命挽回過 這輩子最大的遺憾就是沒能和你走到最后 答應(yīng)過你的好多事都還沒有完成 要是能在結(jié)婚的年紀遇見你就好了 我覺得這個世界好不公平真心總是被辜負 我求你回來的樣子一定很煩吧 這些天寫了很多話 想著哪天給你看看 想讓你知道我這些天怎么過來的 你以前問我跟你在一起后不后悔 說實話我沒有后悔 因為只要是我喜歡的不管好不好我都會把我最好的給你 我已經(jīng)習(xí)慣有你的每一天 你走了 離開了 不要我了 我每天就像個廢人一樣抽煙喝酒 我以為這樣就能消磨對你的思念 可是我每次喝醉了想到的人是你 可能覺得我特別沒出息吧我還幻想著有一天 你在清晨深夜或午后 你會給我發(fā)一條很長的信息 短一點也沒關(guān)系 告訴我 這些日子里 你從沒忘記過我"I know he's lying, he knows he's lying, he knows I know he's lying, and I know he knows I know he's lying, but he's still lying." If you don't like my personality or hate me, please alienate me slowly. I'll know all about it. I'll understand. I won't tell you any big words or empty words. If you don't like it, please alienate yourself slowly. Or just stay away from me. I think it's better to delete me. After all, no one seems to like my personality. Well, I don't think I need to change for anyone deliberately. If no one likes it, just do it yourself. It's optional. OK, I wish you a happy day. Go to bed early. Actually, I really want you to come back. When I think of you in the middle of the night, I still can't help crying. The message was written and deleted, and I tried my best to save it when you left. The biggest regret in my life is that I couldn't go to the end with you, and many things I promised you haven't finished yet. If only I could meet you at the age of marriage, I think the world is unfair. I beg you. It must be annoying to come back. I have written a lot of words these days thinking about showing you one day, and I want you to know how I got here these days. You asked me before that I didn't regret being with you, and to be honest, I didn't regret it, because I will give you my best as long as it's what I like, whether it's good or not. I'm used to having you every day, and you leave me. I smoke and drink like a basket case every day, but I think it will kill my thoughts about you. Every time I get drunk, the person I think of is that you may think I am particularly worthless. I also fantasize that one day you will send me a long message in the early morning, late at night or in the afternoon. It doesn't matter if it is shorter. Tell me that you have never forgotten me in these days.