103

一直都在辜負生活，所以生活才不愿意善待我吧

I've been failing to live up to life, so life doesn't want to be nice to me.

104

吃得苦中苦，方為人上人，我并不想做什么人上人，可這世間疾苦，照樣沒能放過我

After suffering, I do not want to be a person, but this world suffering, still failed to let me go.

105

我喜歡四下無人的街，黯淡無光的夜，素昧平生的風，無處停留的目光，還有孤獨時為了安慰自己說的謊

I like unattended streets, dark nights, never-known winds, nowhere to stay, and lies when I'm alone to comfort myself.

106

失望到極致是想說一長串證明自己的話，可是話到嘴邊卻又變成了苦笑，覺得再沒有任何必要，說一個字都覺得多余

Disappointed to the extreme is to say a long list of things to prove themselves, but the words turned into a bitter smile, feel no longer necessary, say a word feel superfluous

107

懂事的人一旦不配合就會被說沒良心，任性的人稍微乖巧一回就被夸個不停

If a sensible person does not cooperate, he will be said to have no conscience, and a wayward person will be praised for being a little clever.

108

我覺得自己就像個精神分裂者，像個怪人，像個神經(jīng)病，我一邊要壓抑著自己悲觀的情緒和想法，一邊讓自己看起來開朗活潑人見人愛

I feel like a psychopath, like a weirdo, like a psychopath, I want to suppress my pessimistic emotions and ideas, while making myself look cheerful and lively people love

109

其實，真正能擊垮你的，往往不是那些突如其來的滅頂之災，而是壓在你心底，那些看似不值一提，日積月累的心事

In fact, what can really break you is often not those sudden disasters, but in your heart, those seemingly not worth mentioning, accumulated over the years

110

你自稱你有一個自由的靈魂，是一個“野東西”，卻害怕別人把你關(guān)在籠子里，其實你已經(jīng)身在籠子里了，這是你親手建起來的，那不受地域限制，它都會一直緊隨著你，不管你往哪去，你總受困于自己

You claim that you have a free soul, is a "wild thing", but fear that others will put you in a cage, in fact, you are already in a cage, this is built by your own hands, that is not subject to geographical restrictions, it will always follow you, no matter where you go, you will always be trapped in yourself.