136

你沒(méi)體會(huì)過(guò)委屈沖到喉嚨還要硬生生咽下去的感覺(jué) 你憑什么說(shuō)我不難過(guò)

You've never felt the feeling of being aggrieved down your throat and swallowing it. What makes you think I'm not sad?

137

我是一個(gè)被從小否定到大的人，你要我如何自信

I am a person who has been denied from an early age. How confident do you want me to be?

138

“你知道哭是解決不了問(wèn)題的 ”“沒(méi)有人哭是為了解決問(wèn)題?！?/p>

"you know crying can't solve the problem."No one cries to solve the problem."

139

半夜里突如其來(lái)的喪，最孤獨(dú)，最無(wú)助，也最要命

The sudden mourning in the middle of the night is the loneliest, the most helpless, and the most deadly.

140

我抓不住這世間的美好，只能裝作萬(wàn)事順?biāo)斓哪?/p>

I can't catch the beauty of the world. I can only pretend that everything is going well.

141

努力把日子填滿(mǎn)，別來(lái)提醒我有多孤單

Try to fill up the days. Don't remind me how lonely I am.

142

沒(méi)關(guān)系的，大家都會(huì)莫名其妙的不開(kāi)心，走在路上突然會(huì)崩潰，但不妨礙我們吃吃喝喝，吹吹晚風(fēng)，都會(huì)過(guò)去的

It doesn't matter, everyone will be inexplicably unhappy, walking on the road will suddenly collapse, but does not prevent us from eating, drinking, blowing the evening wind, will pass.

143

我不是沒(méi)吃過(guò)苦只是我記性不好我都不想記得了 我也受到過(guò)欺騙和傷害但是我會(huì)自己釋?xiě)讶缓蟾嬖V自己不要成為那樣的人

It's not that I haven't had a hard time. I just have a bad memory. I don't even want to remember that. I've been cheated and hurt, but I'll let it go and tell myself not to be like that.

144

人在一無(wú)所有的時(shí)候，最清醒

When people have nothing, they wake up the most.

145

如果你覺(jué)得太累了 就關(guān)燈睡一覺(jué) 不要太責(zé)怪自己 我知道你也是很努力才走到現(xiàn)在 你已經(jīng)很棒了

If you feel too tired, turn off the lights and get some sleep. Don't blame yourself too much. I know you're working hard, too. Now you're great.