248

記憶總是喜歡添油加醋，它會朝著你期待的方向修改，當你欣喜若狂的時候，真相，會將你驚醒

Memory always likes to add fuel and vinegar, it will change in the direction you expect, when you are ecstatic, the truth will wake you up.

249

其實根本沒什么感同身受，你覺得自己心肝都撕得血淋淋的腸子都鉸斷了，其實別人一丁點都體會不到

In fact, there is no sense of empathy at all, you feel that your heart and liver are torn bloody intestines are all hinged, in fact, no one else can feel at all.

250

我不是不想要，只是知道，得不到

It's not that I don't want it. I just know I can't get it.

251

快樂它沒問題，是我有問題

Happy. It's okay. It's me.

252

故事的開頭極具溫柔，結尾配不上整個開頭

The beginning of the story is so gentle that the end is not worthy of the whole beginning.

253

好遺憾，還沒來得及教會你愛我

I'm sorry I haven't had time to teach you to love me.

254

有些歌深入人心，有時候我不知道是我在聽歌，還是在聽自己

Some songs are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, sometimes I don't know whether I am listening to the song or listening to myself.

255

心里總在想為什么負面情緒總是在夜晚來臨

I always wonder why negative emotions always come at night.

256

每次難過都是一個人，最終還是一個人扛下了所有

Every time I'm sad, it's one person, and in the end, one person carries everything.

257

淋雨淋多了，不是不會冷了，而是沒知覺了。傷心傷久了，不是不再痛了，而是變得不在乎了

The rain is too much, it is not that it will not be cold, but unconscious. I've been sad for a long time, not that it doesn't hurt anymore, but that I don't care anymore.

258

付出就會有回報，比如一倍的期望換來兩倍的失望

There will be a reward for giving, such as double expectations for twice as much disappointment.

259

突如其來的奔潰讓我失去了繼續(xù)生活的動力

The sudden collapse deprived me of the motivation to move on.

260

半夜里突如其來的喪，最孤獨，最無助，也最要命

The sudden mourning in the middle of the night is the loneliest, the most helpless, and the most deadly.