186

盼什么沒(méi)什么，怕什么來(lái)什么

What are you looking forward to? nothing. What are you afraid of?

187

熱鬧是他們的，我什么都沒(méi)有

The excitement is theirs. I have nothing.

188

這世界太嘈雜，周邊都是假話

The world is so noisy that it is surrounded by lies

189

我曾經(jīng)失落失望失掉所有方向

I was disappointed and lost all directions.

190

我哪有什么快樂(lè)，我只是沒(méi)死

I'm not happy, I'm just not dead.

191

我追不上從前那個(gè)發(fā)光的自己了

I can't catch up with the luminous self I used to be.

192

崩潰從來(lái)不是一下子到達(dá)頂峰的

Collapse never reaches its peak at once.

193

抱歉讓你認(rèn)識(shí)一個(gè)這么差勁的我

I'm sorry to let you know such a bad me.

194

時(shí)常開(kāi)心又偶爾對(duì)一切失去興致

Always happy and occasionally lose interest in everything.

195

生活并不糟糕，也許糟糕的是我

Life is not bad. Maybe it's me.

196

我偏愛(ài)孤獨(dú)卻又假裝活在人群中

I prefer loneliness but pretend to live in the crowd.

197

人總要跟自己握不住的東西說(shuō)再見(jiàn)

People always say goodbye to things they can't hold.

198

你忍住沒(méi)哭的那天，成長(zhǎng)了不少吧

The day you stopped crying, you grew a lot, didn't you

199

怎么可以對(duì)淋在雨里的小孩說(shuō)要乖

How can you tell a child in the rain to be good

200

那天我放棄了曾經(jīng)拼了命想要的東西

That day I gave up what I had tried my best to do.

201

太陽(yáng)不是突然落山，熱情和期待也是

The sun doesn't go down suddenly, so does enthusiasm and expectation.

202

透支的快樂(lè)要用無(wú)數(shù)倍的失落感償還

The happiness of overdraft has to be repaid with countless times the sense of loss.

203

雖然死不了，但是找不到活著的感覺(jué)

I can't die, but I can't find the feeling of being alive.

204

道理我都懂，可感情這東西它不講道理

I know all the reason, but it's not reasonable about emotion.

205

你不是小朋友了，撐不住了也不準(zhǔn)哭

You're not a kid anymore. Don't cry if you can't hold on.