簡(jiǎn)介:Slowly, I began to fear humans. Physical contact with them made me feel nauseous and frightened. Like people with aphasia, I couldn't express a word of my sadness even if I was in despair.
I began to realize that living was more sad than dying, but what was more desperate was that my body instinctively wanted to live.
My soul is still weak for help
I turned my back on myself
慢慢的我開(kāi)始恐懼人類(lèi),和他們肢體接觸都讓我感受到作嘔與膽戰(zhàn)心驚,我像患了失語(yǔ)癥的人一樣,哪怕心中再怎么絕望,口中也吐露不出一句我很悲傷。
我開(kāi)始意識(shí)到活著是比死去更加悲傷的事情,但比這更絕望的是我的身體還本能的想要活著。
我的靈魂還在微弱的求救……
我背棄我自己